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Friday, August 20, 2004
11:13 PM
i think this is the most blood i've ever drawn.
the blade i used was sharper this time. im bleeding. its red and it flows....i feel...dead.
i feel hopeless.
im writing fucking shit. and my tagboard is fucked up.
i hate my life so much, i hate the way nothing ever works out.
i hate that everything seems to conspire against me
i hate that other people have evrything adn still complain
it makes me sick.
people think i have everything in the world but i don't.
they'll never understand...
the pain
the depth
loss
despair
loneliness.
they'll never know.