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first day in 3Z.
delightful...
and i mean that in all the sarcasm possible.
our classroom is okay i guess. in the end we did get the container but the air-con is pretty sucky half the time. i felt so isolated out there, because all the other sec3's were on the third level. mario and i were th eonly 2aians there, and we were sitting near the window...i kept looking out at the classroom block. sighh..
i miss 2A soo much!!
i spent every free minute in either 3P or 3S, roaming around and talking to alethea and cassk and amuda and elaine and shirlyn and aruna and amira... =(
amira gave me a big hug in the hall after OAC briefing and i think i really needed it...i felt so sad after she did. the whole day i kept thinking of everyone being able to stay with each other, and here maria and i were miserable loners in our class....
i was so close to crying the whole day.
i kept thinking of alethea and her desktop, and shirlyn smsing under the table, and amuda wif her mp3, and amira cracking lame jokes, and elaine helping me keep track of lessons, and tinetine being sarcastic, and charlena being bhb....
it was a very icy hell.
one of my worst first days ever...i didn't talk to many people,just casual conversation...
our teachers are all lame or super boring. and our class is so tiny its like..28 people. half of us have positions. pathetic...i ended up being lit rep n maria got saboed into being sports "secretary".
haha.
training tomorrow...i dun feel up to it at all. my school life seems so miserable now. i miss alethea and amira and amuda and the entire 2a!
=(((
listening to Phantom soundtrack again.
and i still feel like crying.