i'm not sure what to feel anymore.
life has been..confusing and tiring.
many things happened in just one short week.
training has been alot of weights lately, which is good and bad. i've been feeling really weak and i couldn't lift very heavy stuff...kind of degrading i think...but it's all worht it to improve i guess.
alethea transferred into 3Z. she wa sgetting really stressed and stuff in 3P so here she is....i really need to encourage her and help her get through all the stress and stuff...so i'll remember her in my prayers and pray that she will be healed and feel the love of God in her..
i guess my class wasn't as bad as i thought they were on the first day. guess i kinda missed my old class too much. but 3Z is quite fun..people there are mad, which is good i can be mad with them. school has been really tiring. i've been either training or studying for the whole week, and now i feel quite drained. and i'm always zoning out on people because there are too many things on my mind--studies, results, teachers, alethea's problems and how i should help her, church, God...some are good to think about, others not so much.
sheesh...
i feel like a zombie.
well maybe not a zombie...i feel like im encased in ice and i can't stop thinking about things.
i think i'm getting a flu. my nose is sniffly and i hav a cough...
i hate getting sick.
no i'm not over-stressed.
i'm just.
working hard.
its a big change, trust me.