Monday, February 28, 2005
  
  5:45 PM
  im tired.
veryveryvery tired.
not physically but mentally.
i dont wanna talk about it.
suffice to say,
i hated camp. i hated those bloody six days and i wish they had never happened.
i just wish things could be the same again.
i'm trying to be strong here.i really am.
but what's the point of being strong 
when your heart aches with weakness inside.