2005-05-04T19:29:00.000+08:00

okay. my tuition teacher is totally wasting my time.she's already half an hour late.yeesh. i hope she doesnt come >.

2005-05-01T09:06:00.000+08:00

History MakerIs it true today that when people prayCloudless skies will breakKings and queens will shakeYes it's true and I believe itI'm living for youIs it true today that when people prayWe'll see dead men riseAnd the blind set freeYes it's true and I believe itI'm living for youI'm gonna be a history maker in this landI'm gonna be a speaker of truth to all mankindI'm gonna stand, I'm gonna

2005-04-27T21:35:00.000+08:00

things are just..not going right today.my back hurts like hell. i dunno why. it hurt really really badly during tuition.couldn't think, just sort of drifted through.everyone keeps yelling at me. for no apparent reason. they yell at me for being sick. or hurting my back. or lying down. or not clearing my books cuz my back hurts. why don't you try being me for a few days?before you go on about how

2005-04-26T18:53:00.000+08:00

blehh.im blockedd!! yayness. yes blocked nose blocked throat blocked everything.trala. i cant breathe properly. and i have an ss test and an emath test tmr.myehh...i seriously feel like just expelling everything. annoying flu.AND i cant sign into msn. to chekc mail. or ask for hw. or just chat.how desperately annoying.okay....when i think about it today wasn't so bad. hmm.i didn't intend to stay

2005-04-21T08:27:00.000+08:00

whee~! i finally found the time to blog. :Pyes!!! isnt this wonderful beautiful exquisite a;armingly pretty bishie-filled awesomely cool blogskin SO COMPLETELY ROCKING???!!(ps, i am saying this to make miss michelle happy.haha)yes all courtesy of MICHELLEmichelle rockss!!!!^__^ahhhh...!! teen revival service was amazing! i totally dun regret going for it. like whoa! pastor lia preacheda really

2005-04-12T19:46:00.000+08:00

i am blogging again jooyyy...=Pjust finished mugging for amaths tmr..decided to blog a bit.and say that... i feel like im gonna flunk chem and amaths tmr!!! ahhh...=((im tired.i feel stressed. yes fe can feel stressed!! i have javelin tmr..damn must rmb all the stuffs i need to get right. AND I HAVE CHEM N AMATHS TMR. grr. i had a splitting headache today and i was seriously dazed. as in

2005-04-10T10:20:00.000+08:00

ALWAYS-hillsongDid You rise the sun for me?Or paint a million stars that I mightknow Your majesty?Is your voice upon the wind?Is everything I've known markedWith my maker's fingerprints?Breathe on meLet me see Your faceEver I will seek You'Cause all You are is all I want, alwaysDraw me close in Your armsOh God, I wanna be with YouCan i feel You in the rain?Abandon all I am to have YouCapture me

2005-04-04T19:49:00.000+08:00

abkafbkdfnpedsfmspclasnxajlndlknfm;slda'af lmcX,QALSNFKDCMAS;X.Zdnmsvnlx,maosdislxap[]sloakpodc.;oe7ryt38wifjmxlf,d;.no im not mad.i just felt like doing dat. i havent typed gibberish since i was 5 years old. joyy.mehehe. ahhhh u noe wad my mind feels like right now?? it feels like the above...yes. gibberish. my claves ache liek hell. my back has this sharp pain everytime i move.argh. shot put

2005-04-03T10:13:00.000+08:00

ahhh. i feel all mix-y. ;__;like u noe happy yet freaked yet high yet sad yet tired yet hyper yet funny yet serious.and ah bissh. im going INSANE. wahahahah.meh. u noe i couldnt sleep? yes seriously i couldn't. good things in fe's life-red rain was so so so so awesome HAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAHHHHHH, haha. whee omy goodness it wa slike whoa!! so amazing. i was jumping like maddddd..felt so happy.

2005-03-31T20:42:00.000+08:00

ahhh...!!!!ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!*hyperventilates* I GOT INTO CAP!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH BABEEEHHHHH...!!! and so did Yingxi!!!!!ahhh. AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!*diesndiesndiesndiesn dancesb4shedies n diesndies*oh man!!! this is making me highhhh!!!. i got into CAP. like THE cap. THE creative arts programme with the awesome 5 day camp at NUS wif gross food wher eu have a group of weird

2005-03-25T21:47:00.000+08:00

*bounce*haha.okay so it feels like forever since i last updated...i'm inlclined to ask you ignore the past post..its too childish to even bother reading =.=a short advertisment...RED RAIN is a christian rock band, and their song is playing on my blog right now! yeah..they're from new zealand and they're touring the world..and their first stop this year is singpaore! woots. they'll be at HEART OF

2005-03-20T09:25:00.000+08:00

Captain PlanetLyrics by Mike Harvey and the WLVI Kids Club(Weaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh)Earth!Fire!Wind!Water!Heart!Gooooooooooo Planet!By your powers combined, I am Captain Planet!Captain Planet, he's a heroGonna take pollution down to zeroHe's our powers magnifiedAnd he's fighting on the planet's sideCaptain Planet, he's a heroGonna take pollution down to zeroGonna help him put us underBad guys who

2005-03-16T09:36:00.000+08:00

yeah!! hahas...everyone MUST go for RED RAIN! they're such an awesome band..scroll down to my previous entry for details..mehehe..wow! so many amazing things happened! went for benny hinn on saturday...so many people! i was queuing for ages..thank god cheegeok n eunice n elaine were there to reserve a seat for me XD...anyway benny hinn was amazing! when he prayed for people, they just fell under

2005-03-07T21:56:00.000+08:00

YAYYY red rain is here!!excitedly bouncing AROUND...=)1st april..!!i can't believe it! singapore is their first stop! woohoo..^^yeah!gonna get everyone to come for it...so awesome!this month's gonna rock...there's The Passion screening, and EASTER!!! and then WHAM RED RAIN CONCERT.woooootttzzz....yeah!feeling uber hyped up... there's gonna be breakthrough and revival in Cedar!=)we plant the seeds

2005-03-06T08:36:00.000+08:00

its been an annoying week.there's the wole camp scenario, which has--thankfully-- sorted itself out.my back still hurts from training. i have a chinese test tomorrow and i haven't studied.and some other stuff has happened.roslyn's sick! she has a hole-in-her-stomach-thingy...i shall pray for her. get well soon ros! =)yes well.. all in all i shouldn't have much to complain about. but i do.i feel

2005-03-01T19:43:00.000+08:00

yayfeeling better today =)spent the day watching movies non stop. started with Treasure Planet, Pirates of the Caribbean, Lion King2, Lion King and Titan A.E....haha.my mum and dad were really nice since i came back. bought me yummy macs breakfast! too bad i woke up late cuz i was really tired so the food was kinda soggy....but oh well. and my mum cooked chicken and fries for lunch. whee=)

2005-02-28T17:45:00.000+08:00

im tired.veryveryvery tired.not physically but mentally.i dont wanna talk about it.suffice to say,i hated camp. i hated those bloody six days and i wish they had never happened.i just wish things could be the same again.i'm trying to be strong here.i really am.but what's the point of being strong when your heart aches with weakness inside.

2005-02-22T19:04:00.000+08:00

camp camp HEYdeeHO!let's all suffer and die together!camp camp BLAdeyBLOW!let's all miss our infinitely cleaner toilets and beds together!camp camp WAymeWOAH!let's all moan about missing church/SOW together!camp camp MARmeMOO!let's all read the bible at unholy hours in the morning like jesus freaks and sing worship songs together!camp camp SHAYsheeSHOU!let's all live through this together!sing

2005-02-20T09:29:00.000+08:00

One thousand years.One would think it could go on forever and ever. It should have anyway, in my opinion. The end of a thousand years came too soon for me. I listened to the Elders speaking of my time, listened to them speak of my coming Death. A pity, they all said. I had such power, such resilience, such determination. All gone to waste, because I could not earn the place of an Elder. A pity,

2005-02-20T09:14:00.000+08:00

i love my drum sticks!!^___^

2005-02-19T09:27:00.000+08:00

whee~!!haha...i have neglected my blog again bishhh....yes i am offically HOWL CRAZYoooh yeah! yesh i think i just went a bit MAD...i love Howl to bits!! Hauru-sama!rightright...i can't stop thinking about that movie! *swoons and looks dreamy*been very prone to zoning out the past few days...spent most of the week feeling sick.yuck..and today i just did the howl piccy for my bloggie...i think it

2005-02-12T21:01:00.000+08:00

wow...looks like i have been neglecting to blog lately.okay so this shall be a long entry since this week was very eventful...let me start from tuesday=.=Tuesdayhad CNY cleberations. super boring la...wanted to just fall asleep in the hall. sheesh. was sitting with sylvia and we were crapping alot. yah. after dat stayed behind a bit and waited for tinetine, lena and janice to come. WAH CHRISTINE

2005-02-06T20:05:00.000+08:00

KickaSs JroCK -scape~with transparent wings : klaha -oasis : gackt -tsuki no uta : gackt -smiley skeleton : pierrot -spirits dream inside : l'arc~en~ciel -loverboy : l'arc~en~ciel -super shooter : ripslyme -PRIDE : high and mighty colour[gundamseedDestinyOP] -shine : hellsing[ED] -haruka kanata : asian kungfu generation[naruto2ndOP] yes. Jrock madness. haha....oh well. i been to to see the

2005-01-24T19:07:00.000+08:00

S.O.S -- Good Charlotte Is anybody listening? Can you hear me when I call? I'm shooting signals in the air, Cuz I need somebody's help I can't make it on my own, So I'm giving up myself Is anybody listening? I've been stranded here and I'm miles away Making signals hoping they save me I lock myself inside these walls Cuz out there I'm always wrong I don't think I'm gonna make it So while I'm

2005-01-21T18:35:00.000+08:00

trala. i'm blogging again. does anyone even read this?? anyway something really retarded happened today so i just wanted to blog about it. went out with Natalie to watch Elektra at suntec. she's flying back to new zealand on monday. sighs...well anyway let's not get into dat. alethea couldn't come along...oh well it was still quite fun. yeah, anyway....we were buying popcorn at ENgwah...then

2005-01-20T18:09:00.000+08:00

i just spent the whole afternoon obsessing over my blog template. geez. i tried out like 6 before i gave up and just smacked this one on....i hope it looks alright. blahhh... my head hurts now. arghh. parent's are goin out for some stupid dinner thing. at least i get peace and quiet at home. too bad i'm stuck with a tonne of math work form my mum. sheesh man...is everyone conspiring to drown

2005-01-18T17:00:00.000+08:00

i am getting very distracted lately. blahh. my leg is still at a stand still-- no progress whatsoever. i think it even looks bigger. damn. i have to get back to training and start walking properly! everyone looks at me like i'm a handicap or something. some catchphrases which i have, as of now, started to hear very often... "you sprained your leg?" (durh...) "how's your leg today?"( oh it's fine,

2005-01-13T19:09:00.000+08:00

today is a sickening f***ed up day. i'm sorry but thats the mildest definition i could think of dammit...try to appreciate something... sighh... apologies people. my nerves are very very short right now. so lets list down the happenings of the day... first we had PE, and had to prepare for the damn OAC. yea...so i ahd to run to 3P to borrow track pants cuz Audrey's had these super obvious orange

2005-01-08T19:53:00.000+08:00

i'm not sure what to feel anymore. life has been..confusing and tiring. many things happened in just one short week. training has been alot of weights lately, which is good and bad. i've been feeling really weak and i couldn't lift very heavy stuff...kind of degrading i think...but it's all worht it to improve i guess. alethea transferred into 3Z. she wa sgetting really stressed and stuff in 3P

2005-01-03T18:57:00.000+08:00

Think of me, think of me fondly, when we've said goodbye. Remember me once in a while- please promise me you'll try.

2005-01-03T17:45:00.000+08:00

=( first day in 3Z. delightful... and i mean that in all the sarcasm possible. our classroom is okay i guess. in the end we did get the container but the air-con is pretty sucky half the time. i felt so isolated out there, because all the other sec3's were on the third level. mario and i were th eonly 2aians there, and we were sitting near the window...i kept looking out at the classroom block.

2005-01-01T19:25:00.001+08:00

dread...that word, that insidious word..dread.fear.loathe.hate.love.pain.hurt.loss.one more day and my superficial heaven-on-earth will end.goodbye to the so-called Shangri-la.Crushed. yes its like i have been saying-- i feel like i'm being eaten up, piece by piece.it's like what alethea said,that one day we might pass each other in the corridors, and just say hi or even pretend we didn't see.it

2004-12-30T19:09:00.000+08:00

ahhh phantom fever baby!! i cant stop singing it! i totally ADORE phantom of the opera..... after training today(which ended early) my mum went to kovan to eat lunch.den we went toa payoh central to fix her specs. i was crushed cuz dere wa sno cd shop in sight, den i saw CDRAMA!!! i tell u i ran all da way back to the optical shop to get money and ran all the way back! i was panting and then when

2004-12-29T18:14:00.000+08:00

perplexion... to Aristocrat..thou art whom? to whom do i owe the pleasure? *smiles and bows* thank you for your well wishes. my muse is misbehaving very often as of late. i hope it will be more agreeable soon. =) you perplex me sir/madam Aristocrat! i very much wish to know your mysterious identity.... will you honour such a bold request? what has gotten into me?? i wonder... i am beginning to

2004-12-24T23:07:00.000+08:00

Dear God i know how i already have so many things for Christmas. And i know christmas isn't about the gifts-- its about You. But God i also know You love me....Lord i bring everything i have...my new handphone,my books, my rose, my chocolate...all my gifts i lay them at Your feet. All i want for christmas is to bring someone to church, to get her saved....to change a life. I'm not asking for

2004-12-22T07:58:00.000+08:00

i am awake at the unholy hour of 7:54 am because a group of insane maniacs in the opposite block is conducting their very own scouts cheering session or something. they have been endlessly clapping,cheering,singing nonsensical songs and at one point at about 7am was blowing something that sounded vaguely like trumpets. someone please shut those freaks up. i' soory, i indeed came online siomply

2004-12-19T08:13:00.000+08:00

i sure am early this morning...anyway i finally went somewhere vaguely interesting yesterday-Borders!! whee~~ Books dat fe Bought -The Phantom if the Opera; Gaston Leroux -Interview with the Vampire; Anne Rice(finally!) -Winter Rose; Patricia McKillip -Through Violet Eyes; Steven Woodworth actually i was deciding between Winter ROse and Tamora Pierce's Trickster's Choice....but since i was going

2004-12-16T18:38:00.000+08:00

YOUTH CAMP WAS AWESOME. i mean it was totaLly awesome. its beyond awesome. we had so much fun together..! most of the time it was pretty free and easy. first day was water games, and i was like i WILL NOT get wet..and in the end i got drenched anyway hahaha....but it was very fun. we had to collect water by biting these water bombs dat were tied to the goal post. ahaha...eveyrone's saliva all

2004-12-13T11:35:00.000+08:00

Youth Camp Tomorrow!! whee... (what a redundant word) haha. i woke up like around 9.30 this morning. i missed Law and Order yesterday night!! oh blahh. i had the strangest dream last night. i dreamt that i was off slaying monsters that looked like they came out from The Island of Dr Moreau, and my team and i infiltrated their base and got chased by these android things which were controlled

2004-12-11T22:31:00.000+08:00

losta things happened!! im kidna hyped now...im a bit down wif a blockie nose and a sore throat plus some rabid coughing...=P someone pity me hahaa....and its CHURCH CAMP IN 2 DAYS whoch means blogging hiatus! ^^ anyway, i'll start recapping from thursdae. Thursday natalie came over after training. training was okay except that my nose ran liek mad and i was snifflinf half the time and sneezing

2004-12-06T19:29:00.000+08:00

10 Things that can Really Upset You 1) finding out you're not getting that christmas present you wiated for all year. 2)having your guitar lessons taken away for a stupid excuse that has been overused till death. 3)making a point to go to comics connection, only to find the manga you want isn't out yet. 4)thinking you have found joy in the world, only to have your hopes completely and utterly

2004-11-30T14:08:00.000+08:00

i just realised how long i haven't blogged. eh, so i shall start today? im jetlagging a bit still but i guess i feel much better. i managed to get a good night's sleep yesterday so training today wasn't too big a drag. was kinda fun actually XD mr seem dint come today so we had to follow the plan. we did weiughts first which was reasonably okay..except jiemin was like "you'all hurry up lah so we

2004-11-25T13:42:00.000+08:00

i'm back baby! *dances and huggles everyone* **tumbles into her pile of disney toys* booyah!!

2004-11-19T10:01:00.000+08:00

no more caffeine for me... in wise lilo's words ^^ disneyland!orlando!rides galore!disney memorablia! tomorrow! *dances madly* excited...!*vibrates like nokia hp* hehe. natalie is in singapore. RIGHT.NOW. i can't wait to et home and see her!!!! man i never thought i'd miss singapore this badly...just now i was thinking of orchard road and the reflection of the city lights on singapore river... XD

2004-11-16T23:05:00.000+08:00

i watched wolf's rain! erm okay review time. the cgi was pret roxxors. one ep dint gimme much of the plot, but i'd say its not too bad. character development and action is definitely there. the dub was decet so i say its worth watching. i watched witch hunter robin too, that show is rockin. just dun watch it too late at night(like i did) the music totally gets to you...but other than that its a

2004-11-14T08:06:00.000+08:00

hey y'all! another entry all da way from FLO-Ri-DA...! yepp. well i been doin some shoppin lately and let me tell you hot topic is teh Rave man...deres totally off da hook stuff over dere and its so wonky goth u'd never believe it. anyways i did some crazy things like paint my nails black and wore half gloves throughout the whole dinner...plus disney channel is showing the coolest shows all day

2004-11-10T21:59:00.000+08:00

hey dudettes. i am back again! woohoo...okok fine big deal =P can anyone do me a favour? tell me if my blog is working? yeah cuz over here i cant acess my page properly so issit my html coding or issit jus da comp? mind sending me an email to confirm if its wokring fine or not...? i'll owe u one ^^ hahax... well in case u were wondering i'm stil in florida! yayness. oh wellz. i dese ed

2004-11-09T06:31:00.000+08:00

aloha! i am blogging all da way from FLORIDA! ahahaha...well deres dsiney channel! n nickelodeon! and cartoon network! other than dat im just bored.lolx.i cant go anywhere cuz i got no car. its wif my dad n hes working.sheesh... well anyways nothin much to blog about..im gonna go back soon n draw or something. ^__^

2004-11-06T21:40:00.000+08:00

i'm off to FLORIDA! two weeks people. of funness!!! ^__^ well dis is a short post. a hiatus of two weeks! no internet! *sobs* and just when i was getting to the good part in Lodoss Wars! well.tata.i'll get memoribilia for all u kind ppl hu requested...! luvvies! *rushes onto airplane*

2004-11-05T14:32:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHH I GOT INTO PHSYICS CHEM PURELIT GEOG I GOT INTO OPTION FOUR THE OPTION I WAS UBER SURE I WOULDNT GET INTO THE OPTION I WANTED SOSOSOSOSOSOOOO BADLY!!! AHHHH!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! *screams yells grins inanely dances around room and stuffs mouth wif gummy bears* AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! i am filled wif inexplainable joy!! euphoria! happiness dat rivals even

2004-11-03T08:10:00.000+08:00

okay iwas too tired to blog yesterday but now i'm better. had training..we did weights so it was quite ok..de only bad part was da running 5 rounds at the end..mr seem wanted us to do it in like 7 min..obviously i dint lah. i was running wif jamie, den mistook wenyi as her n began running like siao...and den i saw de oleander shirt n i was like..wtf... after tt i got like no more stamina already.

2004-10-30T20:41:00.000+08:00

here it is. my dawggz...my rockin twoo aaaaa....^^ rock the world. rock your hearts.

2004-10-30T09:50:00.000+08:00

-pet avalanche whom we all adore! -our uno stack!! dats amu's leg and my shoelace.haha -amu in da toilet. eck. -rockin TBs! luvya... -best royal fam ever! -back-of-da-class slackers... -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- dats abt all i find interesting now. waiting for tinetine to send me da entire class pic wif miss thang in it ^__^

2004-10-28T19:05:00.000+08:00

okay after yesterday's rant i'm gonna be a bit more lighthearted... yep. today was da last day of school! *dies* -_- alright so im being moronic. go me. anyway, the yearbook was a pretty big hit. lets all commend maria and all the typers for their hardwork...and also for poor maria hu had to carry 41 books to sch! LOLs....and of course great and wonderful ME for doing up the borders and the cover

2004-10-27T22:36:00.000+08:00

its been another day of big fake smiles and stupid lies. amber died last night. stupid doctors. stupid pet sellers hate them. i want to just call them and yell at them what the hell u trying to do? my dog died because u dint even see she was sick. u stupid moronic assholic idiots. u dare call urselves doctors. u dare sell pets when u dun even care for them. u stupid ignorant cruel disgusting

2004-10-18T14:50:00.000+08:00

He felt dead again. How could he have repeated the same mistake time after time? All he wanted to do was make his dad proud, not to let him down anymore. And here he was again, no matter how hard he tried it always came back to the same thing. He thought of the pathetic grade he had gotten on his papers, and his entire heart sank like an anchor. He didn't feel like telling his dad-- god, he

2004-10-17T07:55:00.000+08:00

i have eaten half a can of jumpy's kangaroo snacks and now feel stuffed and sick. waiting for sunday mornin toonz to start. and i hope it does pronto. because i am seriously getting very very very bored. as in sianded bored. bored to the point of going-to-frenster-writing-testimonials-visitng-deviantart-over-n-over-agn bored. hurrumph. death day is tomorrow. i am preparing my cofifn for tomorrow.

2004-10-13T19:09:00.000+08:00

i hencefourth declare this day FUN =) haha....why u ask? why? ITS OVER EYES ARE FINALLY OVVVEERRRRR!!!!! omg..i feel like someone just cut the rope linking me and studying. ^__^ i feel so free, and its only 5 minutes into my freedom, and im already bored..boo. but den again, i only have 4 more days till my funeral. on 18th october. pls attend it. u may wear any colour u like, as long as it

2004-10-12T13:19:00.000+08:00

omg maths paper was like.. WOOSHH..!! i was SO expecting it to be WAYYY harder than this.. i was expecting to see the questions and not noe ad da hell to do. but NOOOO. it was DOABLE. OMG its like DIVINE INTERVENTION or something.... i mean, seriously i went in there expecting to flunk flop fail go blank like i did for science. but NOOO. section b was bloody easy..omg.. and sect a was at least

2004-10-08T17:05:00.000+08:00

i think i make a great seer. rmb when i said something bad was gonnahappen today? i was so fucking right. whole science paper. prac dint noe wad was happening. mind went blanco-blank. culd hardly think of a dman thing. was flipping like a mad girl. and everyone was so relaxed. fucking relaxed goddamit. after the xam, i just kept quiet. felt all stony. and fucked up. because basically the exam

2004-10-07T18:40:00.000+08:00

cigarettes and rum in hand a little bag to sell I am the son of a bitch and Edgar Allen Poe Race to the city in the hail of light But ain't it worth it that we've been victimized I'm the patron saint of the denial With an angel face and a taste for suicidal green day-ish now. trala. they're a great band. haha with alot of fuck n stuff in their songs. but oh heck. rflects my feelings so well

2004-10-06T15:35:00.001+08:00

a short post. exams are ending next week! and i'm going to cut my hair today...XD well i better study hard since my chinese was a flop. must work hard!! =( mug time. rereading my super old fic the one with viol in it. and its surprisingly interesting clement said i shld continue it...maybe i will after the exams... amuda is goin to arcade wif me after examS! huzzzah.... oh and i got my new

2004-09-26T06:49:00.000+08:00

everybodehh sing nahhnahahanannaananananahnanahhhnananananAHHH ^__^ hahahas. okay how can you BLAME ME? i'm on sugah high baybehhh. its 6.40am and im actually awake XD seriously..i had the strangest dream last night. something that gave me an idea for a new fic...!! all people go AHHHH! AHHHH!!!!! okok. im getting out fo hand nyah...~ wells anyway the idea ISSSS *dumdumdumdumdumdeedummmm*

2004-09-23T17:48:00.000+08:00

To watch from the sidelines Scaling the parameter of normality Is like eating your ice cream Without the chocolate fudge. Watching as others have the right To what you can never have As they are encouraged and buttered And you are ignored and condemned Rebel. The word looms at the back of your mind But you’re too tired. Just too tired. Because no one seems to care No one understands it like you

2004-09-20T19:55:00.000+08:00

i FINALLY found some time to blog. props for fe! nyah. right wadeva u goofball. *gasp* im like talking to myself..typical fe-ness... lalala. uhm. right. sorry folks a bit out of mind today. like i am basically EVERYDAY. but hey. i have actually been.... *holds breath and widens eyes* studying *insert scary music and solo piano* alright alright. i shall endeavour to be vaguely sane and spare you.

2004-09-12T22:07:00.000+08:00

YAY!!! i finally got 2nd book of xmen evo!!! yay yay yay!! *does gig around room and eats jellybeans* ^__^ and im not going to school tomorrow hahaha...im on MC again =P maybe its a good thing? lol. erps...i dun feel like blogging, only wanted to say how happy i am dat i found xmen evo !!! hahaha okayokay i'll lay off. reading it makes me feel mor eenthu about my fic. yep. DRIVEN. =) im de LIon

2004-09-11T20:42:00.000+08:00

i can take to the stars in a spaceship jam like the jockey that i am i can sing the aria of the sea wash the shore of ivory sand i could wield the blade of the immortal cross the deserts in search of fame but i'll never kill the shadow inside if i don't call upon His name can any man walk on water? can any man heal a broken soul? he took the nails and the broken cross and now i'll take the

2004-09-09T16:22:00.000+08:00

DC Talk- Jesus Freak [What will people think When they hear that I'm a Jesus Freak? What will people do When they find that's it's true?] Separated, I cut myself clean From a past that comes back in my darkest of dreams Been apprehended by a spiritual force And a grace that replaced all the me I've divorced I saw a man with tat on his big fat belly It wiggled around like marmalade jelly It

2004-09-08T16:15:00.000+08:00

blogspot is totally bitching and i sound like a surfer.=P =( i jus read vol5 of Ultimate Xmen...omg! quicksilver got killed by his own dad..and poor wanda was watching him get shot into pieces. i feel so sad!! pietro is one of my fave characters... well anyway all this xmen stuff has given me some inspiration and guess wad? im gonna write an xmen story. =P yeah BOO to all u marvel-haters out dere

2004-09-07T21:55:00.001+08:00

i jus slacked de whole day away. which means zero hours of studying for fe today. nada. zilch. one big fat 0. yippee. dad got a free projector and we just watched The Passion. dat show is the only movie dat makes an embarassing prostrating sniffling slob out of me. it's de second time i'm watching it and my eyes are still puffy, my nose still sniffles and my throat sounds constricted. i feel

2004-09-06T23:44:00.000+08:00

Lying Away From You Lemme Take Back my Life now No Turning Back Now this song by linkin park. maria introed it to me. strangely she's been the only person to make me think the whole night. i've been trying to think since 9 and finally i have a glint of hope. what did i think of? he was the bad guy. everyone was afraid of him and what he could do. he was dangerous and he was feared. they knew

2004-09-06T21:56:00.000+08:00

im pissed. i mean it. dun udnerstand y eveyrone keeps blaming things on me. stupid amuda say she was dere at 11 10 and we werent dere. wtf. u noe like janice n i were dere for god noes how long. we culdnt have missed her. and she doesnt even hav a bloody fone i cant even contact her in any way. some more we went back to look for her at like 12 and she wasnt dere lors. n she blames it all on me as

2004-09-05T13:12:00.000+08:00

watch the spectre as it dances about swirling and twirling its astral ruote ashes and flame,feathers and fire reaching from furnace to heaven's spire is this the way i am to go falling into the heat however will i know has He brought me here only to say let the flame of heaven eat you away where is your faith, oh little one cries the voice from above is there no other voice but my love? the

2004-09-02T20:38:00.000+08:00

can i say MY LIFE RAWKS? okay not really... but some nice things fe has in her life: 1)no more tests 2)no school for one week and3) NO TRAINING next week ^__^ 4)church rawks! pst ulf eckman tape at BS on sat.. 5)inspiration for story 6)great books to read... 7)cute pic to cg 8) ale's not goin to vj ^__^nya!! 9) sudden outburst of frens..... and 10) err....IN THE SHADOWS MP3 FILE DOWNLOADED

2004-08-29T10:51:00.000+08:00

boo!!! ^__^ heehee...i am hyper todae! yayness.. lalala I LOVE THE OLYMPICS!!! yesh i do!! its ending tomorrow..man!! im totally gonna miss watching it! and IAN THORPE IS BETTER THAN MICHAEL PHELPS. ^^" but i STILL LOVE THE OLYMPICS! jiawei n susilo will do better next time and we'll get a medal! yesh we will!!! tralala...u noe c5's commercials for olympics are damn cooL? esp the one where

2004-08-26T21:24:00.000+08:00

You have a Lost Soul. No one is really sure what that can always mean, because it can be defined in many ways. As Legend goes, lost souls were the spirits of passed away people who are neither in heaven nor hell. They walk the earth, brooding mysteriously, always appearing when you expect it least. So hence, if you have a Lost Soul, then you are probably very insecure and shy. Stuck in your own

2004-08-22T14:18:00.000+08:00

D N angel...i was wtaching it this morning...its really cool and dats why u see daisuke's face here..changed blog n tagboard...i think its abt time hurh. slacked de whole day. im now addicted to oekaki as well...oekaki rules!! need to do my hw. dammmnnn. i hate life. i hate stupid tuition..yes i will bitch about it. im going to fall asleep... argh. oh and i just created a new character. his name

2004-08-20T23:13:00.000+08:00

i think this is the most blood i've ever drawn. the blade i used was sharper this time. im bleeding. its red and it flows....i feel...dead. i feel hopeless. im writing fucking shit. and my tagboard is fucked up. i hate my life so much, i hate the way nothing ever works out. i hate that everything seems to conspire against me i hate that other people have evrything adn still complain it makes me

2004-08-20T16:51:00.000+08:00

okay i need to ice down a bit,cuz i think today i have way too much emotions. i'm feeling agry and sad and depressed and shocked and shaken and happy and hyper and really really really lonely. which is worst?? i have no idea. im feeling veyr wrong and confused. i cant even think straight for more than one second. im dead serious about dat. i couldnt even think when misstan gave us dat damned info

2004-08-17T21:27:00.000+08:00

bad mix of tired, insane, hyper, depressed and gothic. math test history test training rest sleep blake mcintyre story playing pretend natalie nigel alethea jamie sheng gen prelims streaming doub science purelit VIP farah fun wish you were here life is full of shit. you gotta log through it. why the f*** do we hafta do dat. cant believe it. alethea's goin victoria next year IP integrated smart

2004-08-15T08:14:00.000+08:00

helllio!!! *woot* ^__^ konnichiwaa! ohayou! haha....im going jap very soon...^__^.... seriously. oh yes! my pic got published in MAGE august! *jiggies round room* hehs. and for all ya anime fans deprived of axn and good internet space.... NARUTO IS OUT IN SINGAPORE!! KAKASHI-SAN! SASUKE-SAN!!! okay i am SO obssessing but WHO CARES. i already got the vcds and i wanna watch it! kakashi-sama

2004-08-09T20:02:00.000+08:00

its national day! i've been thinking about netional days. and i suddenly realised how i've had three great national days in a row. in primary 5 was of course the nE show...my first time in the national stadium! and eveyrone was so enthu and we felt suddenly patriotic. and for the first time in my life i saw fireworks so close! then there was primary 6, and we were at priscilla's house. and i

2004-08-05T18:39:00.000+08:00

wtf. cant believe the unfairness of life. mum said i can go out tmr wif ale 2 wtahc ella enchanted, den now dad sms and say NOOOO i cant go. wth. i alr cancelled tuition and swapped my library time and i was looking forward to it so much and now u just squash all my hopes like dat. and its not mums fault. why de hell did he have to go to taipei huh? and hu asked him to take such a bloody long

2004-08-03T21:04:00.000+08:00

i live the lifestyle of the bored and interminably uninterested, it seems, since i am here to blog. againwhoopee. some highlights for today. i guess it passed kinda fast. most pissing was me leaving my file in de pile of sci wb, and running all around the bloody school lookin 4 de damn thing. when i finally found it and got 2 de track 4 jogging,miss leong dragged me off to mark rounds for sec3

2004-08-02T16:57:00.000+08:00

hmmm everyone should go download http://x2.mdjinfo.net/music/mp3/Free_Bird.mp3 !!! its some great music, instrumental. yep. very nice...it's called Free Bird....go dl now!! i command you! err right. i dint go to sch today....had gastric n headache. blegkhs. i passed my chinese oral!! omg! i totally passed my oral! 19/30!! okay so it sucks but at da very damn least i passed! *does happy jig ard

2004-07-31T22:48:00.000+08:00

dumdeedummm... *stares* oh look, someone's actually reading! NOT. right okayokay. my life is officially almost completely sucky. i'm going to fail chinese oral. i coudn't think of a damn thing to say. and i came in 14th for 2.4 dat is such a disgrace. i mean i was slower than aruna n shirlyn n grealdine...liyk wtf. dat is HUMILIATING. a grand total of 14:51. 10 secs short of an A which is equally

2004-07-27T15:13:00.000+08:00

i am surprised. and somewhat freaked out. some uncanny things dat happened today which made fe Extremely Freaked Out.... 1. i got 22/30 for dat trig test i was almost 100% sure i was gonna fail 2. some of us got asked 2 send in entries for Chicken Soup, winner gets money. Theme is A Courageous Act (insert diao here) interestingly misstan bothered to ask. 3. Miss Tan mentioned gundam and anime

2004-07-26T16:09:00.000+08:00

*waves wooden sword* FEAR NOT!! THY SALVATION DRAWS NEAR!! muahahahahahaa...... when i say something like dat it can only mean i am....*dumdumdumdeedummm* INSANE!!! yippedaadaayippeedeedeeedahyippeedadaaayippeeyipeedah!! ^_________^ *giggles insaniacally* ahhh!!!!!!! i am MAD RaVING STRAK LUNATIC PSYCHO SICK HYPER ENTHU CRAZY INSANE DOGGONE heehee.... ohh lalalala....i like bunny wabbits and

2004-07-24T20:33:00.000+08:00

i.... i can't think anymore. i sound loony. i'm feeling like a complete flop. i can feel the depression again. that monstrous jet black smoldering coal shadow. eating up my soul.... i'm falling over the edge. i feel weak. physically so as well. my muscles are bunched and aching. so much homework i have left to do. no inpsiration to write..feeling so dry and hollow. why do i always feel that way

2004-07-22T19:18:00.000+08:00

i had a weird day today. ast period was funnest, cuz it was lit and amira n ale n shir n me were in one grp. we crapped totally, and instead of tokkin abt e barnett store in Roll of Thunder we tokked about guides stuff n my spiffy arty words lolX!! haha...XD right. anyway all we did was write the heading Barnett Store. nice right? lol. actually feel more hyped, tho had PE today-- ran 4 rounds for

2004-07-21T18:21:00.000+08:00

whoa. i redid my blog again. and its in another shade other than black XD....how's it look? i think the music suits it well. Nelly Furtado, Try. i wa slooking for Forca, but heck. i got it to work. sorry if i din link u, i had a complete revamp ^-^ heehee... anyway, i finished reading Homeward Bounders by Diana Wynne JOnes!! it was an awesome book i tell ya. quite a sad ending also. great

2004-07-19T22:28:00.001+08:00

INFERNO FIRE XD jus had cg....and we were all speaking in tongues. i got a study prorgramme..2 hours a day! dats a big feat for a slacker like me...heehee. but i hafta jainchidaodi. err...persevere all the way! ahoy cedarian spirit! *rolls eyes* rightyo. anyway today we were discussin enterprise....went ard running like a mad gal looking for pre orders of creeps..errr craypes...haha! dman fun

2004-07-18T21:18:00.000+08:00

It's officila!! im serious! One Piece, Jim Hawkins and X men are on my list of Fedora's Most Obsessed Stuff this season! ^__^ heehee...really...the song i uploaded is Run Run Run by Otsuki Maki from the One Piece ending...and i jus got Ultimate Xmen 1 and little jimmo has been dominating my DA faves of late...strange? totally! so here are dis season's updates...i'll updated u when de season

2004-07-18T09:56:00.000+08:00

Our lives=The Calling Is there love, tonight When everyone's dreaming Of a better life In this world Divided by fear We've got to believe that There's a reason we're here Yeah, there's a reason we're here ...Oh, yeah... CHORUS: Cause these are the days worth living These are the years we're given And these are the moments These are the times Let's make the best out of our lives... See the

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