im pissed.
i mean it. dun udnerstand y eveyrone keeps blaming things on me.
stupid amuda say she was dere at 11 10 and we werent dere. wtf. u noe like janice n i were dere for god noes how long. we culdnt have missed her. and she doesnt even hav a bloody fone i cant even contact her in any way. some more we went back to look for her at like 12 and she wasnt dere lors. n she blames it all on me as if im de one wif no fone. as if im de one hu cant see two ppl i been seing the whole year.
stupid.
cant stand it.
like go n effing get a life.
dun get pissed at me jus cus u waited so long dere. its ur own bloody fault u dun hav anyway of being contacted. wad u expect us to do wait ard like morons for u. like hello.

argh.
okay dis is not helping me one damn bit.
anyway lets jus tok abt today.
went to taka after tuition, found we culdnt use de dman comps. so janice n i took off to lucky plaze to use de internet cafe to finish up de project. den we went macs for lunch and i bought dat lame sega toy...i was being damn immature today. okay..den erm we took mrt to city hall and went esplanade library. which SUCKS by the way. de books are boring n u have to pay 6 bucks per hour jus to use de damn vid room. n u have to get a premium membership to borrow videos. wth. yar anyway i listened to michelle branch n studied geog for like 2-3 hours..half de time smsing....den was tokkin to jamie n givin instructions when de annoying librarian kept aksin me to go out, cant use hp inside. i wa sos pissed off dat i ahd to run all de way out to tok on de fone den run back in again.
so effing lame .
yar.
den i zhaoed at abt 3 15 cuz jamie was buggin me to go find her. took mrt all de way back to yishun and hung ard ljs wif jamie. den we bought tix for 13 goin on 30....and went arcade. played all dose damn childish games like the table hockey thing, and bball, and junior bball n dat motorcycle nonsense. den jamie bought like 6 cups on instant noodles n 2 bags of chips, and i was like u look like u robbed a bank haha...cuz her duffel was damn fat..
den went mini toons and we both bought dat wrist thingy...she took a hippo n i took a piggy. den we paid n exchnaged it, and wrote each tohers name son de bottom...so lame! hahaha...
okies den met joanne and watched de movie..which was quite nice...yeah.
came home.
lost inspiration. writer's block.
arggghhh.
i need to write but my hand is shaking like hell.
damn it all.